Today was supposed to be my off day...my rest day...
But i went to work p/t instead at this nice restaurant at clarke quay area...
the kitchen equipments all very good and high tech...
definitely an eye-opener...
its not about the money or whatsoever reason...
i just want to occupy all my time doing something..doing anything...

people say time heals...
emo again today...

sob all the way from yishun back to my place...
sat at the multi storey...kept thinking why why why...
"not his fault, he's always there for me"

so? i'm invisible?
so is it all my fault?

its so hurtful when u miss someone so much yet have to hide that feeling.
pretend its all over...pretend i'm cool about it already...
i'm such a bad actor...