Last night i had problem sleeping and i finally succumb to alcohol to get to sleep. While i walk in and out of the room, wandering everywhere in the house, i saw another wandering and lost soul...my sis...so we end up talking again...i feel sad to see my sis cry. I had to console her...

Its like consoling myself...why feel so upset when he can go out and enjoy clubbing and chill out while she cry at home.
Same for me, she went on holiday trip while i lost sleep and got no appetite to eat everyday... so stupid... so hopeless...

Woke up with a heavy head but nevertheless have to make my way to school because today is revision day...Got 9 exam papers to take on thursday follow by practical exam which stretch over two days ending on friday...

I tried my best to study after school, luckily i got a good buddy to accompany me and push me on to study...if not for ck, i think i would have give up on myself. We studied till 7plus and i really can't continue anymore...so tired already...

I'm going to make pork ribs soup now... :)
hopefully she'll appreciate... =x