Okay after struggling with myself for a week, I guess inside me I already have decided on where my next destination is..

For myself, i guess its really a pretty hard decision. But I guess i just have to be selfish for once. For my own 'good'.

Dear i'm sorry. For I know its harsh on you.


Right now it seems like there's a world war going on in my mind.
I can't help but feel so tensed up.

I don't wanna lose her, i don't wanna live without my doggies,
I don't wanna get detach from my family and friends..
but i want to carve a career! Ouch!