Another 2 more days of work to go..this is the result of going on a 4 days off to bali. Work till late evening on the day before my trip and only a day to recoup and its 16 days of work. Non stop. I think our foreign talents in the construction business got better treatment. So much for passion! Pun Intended.

Can't just help but wonder..some people choose career for money.
Some for passion. But when your interest doesn't make you happy these days..then what can motivate you to work? Had a rush of insanity to just quit right now.
I don't even need to serve my notice period, imagine thats how much off in lieu i had.

Other than waking up early to catch Mulan yesterday..i virtually have no life outside of work. Its just work sleep work sleep..and the occasional dinner. Every time i wake up, all i felt was emptiness and a sense of responsibility to go to work. This life is killing me.

This ultra luxury hotel on the outside is actually a budget hotel on the inside!
Countless time i have to do the pot washing, translator, waiter and a one time porter job. Last night my blood really boil over!

Guess what..its f* up things happening after one another.
The first thing i did when i came to work today was to screw the 2 stewards.
Its the first time in this hotel that i shouted and scolded people. I hope its my last as well.

Nobody seems to care about the daily running and happening. I already went beyond my duty to inform about the morning madness avalanche that i foresee, or rather that was forecasted. There are at least 7 people in F&B dept hierarchy that should have taken that tiny weeny bit of concern to put things right, but amazingly none seems to be in the loop, or rather choose not to see, not to hear , not to care. So this bring 'management' into a whole new concept to me.

I totally understand the game here, because end of the day, if anything were to screwed up, its me down right at the end of the line who would have to bear responsibility again right? FOR NOT BEING WELL PREPARED AGAIN?

2 hrs, 2 cooks, 4 sections, 1 free for all buffet line, 60 ala carte covers.
All I get in return after the madness was 2 lame execuses.
CDP said 'sorry stuck in traffic jam' - i told you take mrt?
Sous chef said 'how come this morning so busy' - 2 days off issn't an excuse for your ignorance.

shoo off..FML