Finally...after a long wait...
Like i said, this year from the start till now have never been smooth.
At noon i got a msg from Don saying he made it to the final 16...
I waited till 6pm(end of office hour) and didn't recieved the phone call i've been anticipating..

Quite disappointing but nevertheless, who to blame? But my inability right?
Then at 11pm, i was being informed of the good news! For quite a while, i'm really happy! The first person that came to my mind whom i want to share this piece of news hmm...it just suddenly sank in and i had mixed feelings...

Throughout the movie, i was so ecstatic...then..
Q asked a question that i never answer truthfully,
not to mention the feeling i felt on my way home..

Fact is, being together means the world to me.
Being apart doesn't spelled the end of the world as long as she's happy and well taken care of...
Doesn't matter by whom...
I'm not a simpleton but i know i've been doing lots of silly, foolish, idiotic, irrational, brainless, tootie acts which my ancestors would have condemned my actions!

Speaking from the bottom of my heart, someone who meant so much, becomes somebody else's, sporadic renewals of happy memories surfaced, it hurts, really hurts! no matter how long it has been...But i'm glad to know she's well taken care of! Its all that simple issn't it?

Love and world peace? Ain't I such a nice asshole?

What the f*** have YOU been doing lately?