.....the reason why i'm so lethagic the whole of yesterday...
Its not the combat fitness test that i went through in the morning.
Its not the super spicy noodle i had the night before thats causing me discomfort in my throat.

It's fever! Bodyache, sore throat and cough so badly that my throat hurts whenever i cough...Its not getting any better today. Have you ever felt what is it like to fall sick and realise that you are so helpless?

That remind me of the fact that i was labelled a 'kid' not too long ago, 'you are so old le still behave like a kid' maybe what she didn't realise was when i'm sick, i don't need people to scold or discourage or simply ignore me...
just a message of care, just tell me 'i hope u r doin better alr'
I bet that would be so much more touching..and useful!

How i wish for someone to knock on my door right now, offering me cough syrup and a glass of warm water...ya ya ya enough of lamenting all my unpleasant experience..

Haha ya for all my daydreaming...! I shall be reminded of the fact that only I can care for myself now! Only should I stop being a kid, stop whining and start growing up, get off my bed, drag my lethagic body and with the aid of my blurred vision, visit the doctor...will i get some much appreciated attention for 5mins and a $50 medical bill.

And so..there i go...