2 more days to go before my ICT come to an end...

I thought it'll be the end of the world for me...

But i never expect it to be such a relieve...

Maybe I should have seen it from the on start that it'll never turn out the way i would have wanted i to be..from the planning till the day we put pen to paper for the option to purchase..I was so sure..so 100% sure...
When i was given that one week off...I swear and curse and before i knew it...
The impact that i though was going to hit me, didn't happen!
Wow..how surreal! So unbelievable!
When people talk about how sad, how disappointed they are...
They didn't realise who gave up so easily and how's real or reel the pain is for them.
The real pain goes to the one who actually believe!
The random belief going on in my head every now and then became crap!
Literally crap.

I'm happier than i was.

I'm looking forward for this year end.
Looking forward for my career evaluation thus far!
If anyone tell me 10 years ago that i'll be interested in an university programme, i bet i would have laugh my arse off...Whatever that I didn't see coming, for all the plans i had..i see the only thing that actually happen is me getting onto this career. And being current with my career objective.
Life outside of work is basically stagnant as what it was 10 years ago.
If i had my way, i would be happily coaxing my baby to sleep instead of blogging at this hour.

Instead of sailing the world, now i'm thinking about cooking around the world...
Maldives, US, Japan have suddenly become so so possible...
Maybe i shouldn't care or wonder where, or how my life is going to be like..i would have been a happier soul. And indeed!

Future that seems so bleak a while back,
now see a huge rise in the hope market on the horizon.

Blah blah bull shitting done..time to end this random rubbish in my mind!

不说出的明天. . . Never say never. . .
All i know is i'm not supposed to turn back anymore. NOt anYmoRE! Never!