Why why why..Why things always seems to fall into place and then uproot itself and move away.
So whats next? Career? Personal achievement? Family? maybe?
Now that its here, once in a lifetime opportunity? or maybe I'll get more of such chances to come?
Its really killing me..i really don't know how to make a decision here.
It would have been easier if this came a few months ago. I swear i would have grab it and fly to Miami right away!
26 years old, not too bad right? should i go get a year and a half experience in Miami?
Should i take up the asst sous chef position here? or should i just stay with the one and only 'leading hotel of the world' in Singapore?
How many people get to be offered a asst sous chef position at 26?
How often does people get a job in Miami considering the unemployment rate in the US now?
How many hundreds failed to land a job where I'm currently working now?
luck or ability? I wish for the latter but its seems like people are telling me otherwise..so with all the luck i have now..what should i choose?
Also considering the fact that I felt that i have a responsibility, i just can't pack up and adios to Miami and enjoy my resort/beach work life.
The more she encourage me, the more i feel like a bad bastard..
On the other hand..My 5 years career goal. Its like riding on a super duper rocket launcher. I'm damn proud that 3 years on, and I'm already offered that position that most would have took twice or thrice as much years to attained..
A couple of days back, whether its out of sour grape, pure jealousy or elderly advice, i was discourage from taking up that position as he say..the faster you climb, the heavier you fall...hmm..but have anyone realise the fact that i work twice as much as the average person does? I would have work thrice as much if not for the fact that each day just consist of only 24hrs.
Whatever it is..i think life's full of shit and choices. Shit is thrown from all direction and if you made the wrong choice, you find shit thrown right into your face.
