Friday, September 25, 2009

Okay confession over..truth is out!
I know you know whats all about.
There's no way i'll promise anything because if i did, it wouldn't have been you..

There's nothing more impt to me than myself, for all that i've gave out these years..
I think its time I learn how to put my self interest right at where it should be.
I thank all challenges that has been bestowed on me for it made me understand myself.
Realising my goal...i'm seriously on the right track..question is how long would i take? And how long would anyone stick by me and support my ambition? Answer has been the same...i know how insecure it is..but why is it forever people just don't see the realism and rather judge on the rush of emotional impulses, putting me to the gallows before the verdict is being read....

As cruel as it may be..i guess thats life..
When things work out well, taking responsibilities is easy.
When the tough get going...thats the only time i get the attention, for all the shit needs someone to bear..yes that shall be me!

Its amazing today that my boss came to me and ask whats going on and what can be done to make it better..whatever thats going on is reflecting bad on him as he's the leader..but coming to me for advise is like ..duh!?! The reason you get 5 x more salary than me is precisely because you got 5 x more staffs to handle issn't it?

All i wish for now is to find the strength and will to carry on..alone.

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