Its been some time..ya again!

The episode finally ended and a damn letter was what I'll got...
Shit place shit job...packed hundred litres of sauces and soups into vacuum sealed bags again..how was i supposed to be learning my crafts? In sealing bags and squabbling with the others whether i can 'take' a couple of trays from them when its doesn't even belong to them in the first place...'Hogging' onto the trays and going for 2 hours break? Reasonable? Damn i have to look high and low in bloody kitchen for trays...and its ain't easy...try figuring your way in a kitchen that's as big as AMK Hub's supermarket!

Been so sick and tired of all these 'pretenders' ever since the damn competition! And disillusion by everything that's going on, in school at work everything sucks!
People from the offices only talk shit in your face and stab you in the back!
Bunch of damn hypocrites!

First 3 months was okay that i thought of staying there for a year...as the name suggested..'Premium' to me was still okay, still of acceptable standard! The rest simply CMI...
What kind of culture is that? Bunch of old folks surviving on pensions?
And thinking of 101 ways to bark around and show their supposingly seniority?
No wonder why Yxx Mxxx tells me things like being firm and blah blah blah~~
I can just rattle on and on the whole bloody day...

FORGET ABOUT THOSE DUMB ARSE~!


Made braised pig trotter and herbal chicken soup, ate durian, chempedak and yam moon cake...all 'heaty' food...losing voice already! Too 'nourishing' man!

Another year of work without break...
Sometimes i wonder why am i such a dumb arse...spend all my leave and term break doing things that get me more shit in return...

Okie i guess enough grumbling for now...time to sleep...

31 more god-damnit days to go!

A small action..a dumb decision and its getting into a pretty big issue now.
I guess the whole of the catering division is starting to talk about it already...
What the ... Hopefully things doesn't get out of control!

38 more days to go...Please just let me get over it...

Recently slept a lot everyday..after school, after work..straight away went home and hit the sack after shower...wake up first thing is find food...then get online for a couple of hours and back to sleep again...

The medicine i have been taking lately really power! Made me so drowsy, all i feel like doing was to sleep...but even after so much rest, i still having painful sore throat and cough all the time...Stupid Doc bluff me..drowsy medicine doesn't really equal to effective medicine!

Sian...its weekend again and was supposed to go Dempsey chill out after dinner...But i'm totally feeling lethargic...Damn!

Car Servicing = $220
Printer Ink Catridges = $80
Visit to the Doc = $30
Petrol top-up = $70
Total damages for today!

My god..wanted to eat something nice for lunch...but had 2nd thoughts after the damages this morning...half of my monthly puny allowance gone in 100mins!

Went with wen to Singapore Flyer building to catch a glimpse of fireworks!


Nice lone shadow in the background, woke up on Sunday morning at 6am, made our way down to east coast to watch sunrise..too bad its a cloudy morning..nevertheless, its the companion that makes the scenery beautiful and not the other way round isn't it?



One look and you'll know how sick i was...pale lips and lacklustre eyes...

Haven't really been busy..spending a lot of time at home lately...
Flu virus stuck with me for 4 days le...If i can forgo playing soccer then i'm really sick!
Lol..put jiunwei, andy and co on aeroplane cause i was too sick to play soccer on fri night..

Went to school after work today...
Had a little spare time before homecoming start...
So i calculate again and there's 12 more days of lesson left,
2 days for theory/practical exam, 1 final day for mystery box exam!
42 more days of SATS!
Now it seems really fast!

Airport used to be a place where it seems amazing to go...Now i dread going to the airport! Not just because of my work, but her work too...as she turn her back against me and walks further and further into the departure hall or crew check-in area, it makes me feel so disheartened...

I was damn sure i would have go away for a year or so to further my career..Anywhere outside of SEA if i ever had that chance! But when the 3 most significant women in my life said otherwise...sigh~!

But the thought of not having loved ones and all my friends around...It makes me wavered in my determination to go abroad...LOL! I'm sure a couple of my classmates whom are thinking of going or staying also share my sentiments...

Yup been some time again..today is National day and tomorrow is my off day..!
So happy to get a 'short' break! A really short one..
Anyway better than nothing at all...

For some amazing reasons..popping down a couple of durain causes a couple of acne to pop out on my face as well..sian..!
Think i haven't been getting enough rest of late...feel really lethargic no matter what i do..and best of all i fell sick...bad flu, sore throat and keep breaking out in cold sweat...all these on my 'short' break!

Damn..! 2 more months to graduation and time to start looking for job!
Kept thinking about going oversea...but its tough when everyone is against my idea..