Compilation of pics took at the wedding dinner of jiun wei & jen...

So many days already...my throat still so pain...
Ate alot of seafood for the day...
Went prawn pond last night and had bbq fresh water prawns for supper...
straight out of the pond, literally...lol..



Today went Unique Seafood within turf city for lunch...had bamboo clams and horned shell scallops for the first time...second time at owen's seafood...still as good..





Then i did something that i've always wanted but everyone disallow me to...
I don't see the big hoo hah about it so finally i put myself to it..
Better to try than not to issn't it?

Great... its Saturday...
Does the prob lies with me or what?
Haven't had anything on, life's full of s***...
Not that i didn't try..
It just doesn't happen! Except all the shits..

Used to always complain that i've got no time...
Now i have all the fucking free time i wanted and all those shit happens!
Have been spending all my precious free time rotting, thinking and living in my past.
There's so much to do, i haven't even read mags from 3 months back, didn't start out on my school assigments, or even touch my lecture notes yet and exam is less than a month away...
Thinking about it, its life issn't it?
Challenging? Growing up?

Am i only worthy to look for when there's some issues that needs help with?
For so many weeks...never even pop a msg to say 'hi'
then when it finally came, it came with an agenda...
and there wasn't even a simple 'hi'

Logically and rationally i tell myself 'NO'
Being the fool i am, needless to say, i agreed...

I'm going crazy soon..if it continue to be..

WHAT THE **** DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THESE!

Sick..this time really sick..!
Whole body aching this morning, no strength to carry stuff at work..
Headache in the noon, throat very dry...fever!

Don't feel like going to work tomorrow already...

Anyway another week had went by just like that...
Third week already, plenty of walking around and doing practically nothing...
Thats the problem with big organisation...as long as you don't try to act smarter than you already are, contented with life, then you can just hide in one corner, perfect your 'pretender' skill, collect your salary and bonus at the end of the month and rot in there...best part is..nobody care!

Passion...!

Pathetic..

rather amaze by my recent abundant amount of energy...
occupied all my spare time and skip all my nap so as to get undisturbed sleep at night..i tried my best not to drink myself to sleep and as u guess it,
i didn't get to sleep well for the past few nights...

Is it really so difficult to forget?

Recieved my ICT call up notification reminder that i have to report to camp for low key ICT next month...totally forgot about it...don't know whether is it too late to defer or not...hai...

How i wish i can just let everything go...

Just caught a movie "what happen in Vegas" at cine..
really typical ending...if only life can be like that as well...
today afternoon finally got back the transcript for last term results..
if i can get this kind of results back then when i was in sec sch or poly i think i'll be really proud...but somehow i feel the course doesn't really distinguish the better ones from the good bunch of hardworking students...as long as you fulfil the minimum requirements...well...

i ain't complaining but its funny to have a class with 90% of straight A students...

Anyway went fishing yesterday at pulau ubin and end up with both my legs full of sandflies bites! Bicycle chain came loose and i injured my toe..bleeding from inside... that sucks...and hurts! All because of CK lame idea..

2 days back was attending a one hour knife skill course at work, and i did a really really really stupid stunt again...i tested the knife and it was so blunt, so i slice it on the back of my hand..
-_-"

no doubt it cuts a small slit, how stupid can a man get?
I really have no idea what i was trying to do...lol!

Out of all the display...i really admire this piece!

Just imagine the effort to make the savoy cabbage basket and the pomfret roulade...
Intriguing isn't it?

This was the final presentation of what we did, its almost totally different from the initial idea...put in so much effort, in the end all tweak around...
wasted so much time...in the end...

Stay up till 5am last night and was practically a zombie in class this morning..
Didn't have the mood for studying lately...I think is because of the 2 weeks break from work attachment...makes me feel so lazy...

Return home from school at around 4pm and was so tired, but as i went into the kitchen and saw some chicken wings, open the fridge and saw my leftover bottle of red wine...Thats it~!

"Coq au Vin"

Its in the blood i guess, so tired already and the thought of coq au vin for dinner just had me excited..Haha...end up walking over to the supermarket to get some other ingredients and spend another 15 mins marinating and preparing the ingredients...

Nap till 9pm and went on to cook my dinner...its really nice but when there's no one to share, no one else to appreciate, it dampen my mood a bit...

Ask my dad try, he refused..
Ask mom to try, she said too tired want to sleep..
Only dumb dumb Coco is running rings around me with that 'love me, feed me' look..