Tuesday, January 09, 2007

took 4 days leave a couple of days ago...
glad that wen was with me thru out...
really enjoyed her company, we slept alot, ate alot, laze alot, shop abit... lol

really upset that some things can't be the same anymore.

but no matter what, i am responsible for my decision.
so i've decided, and i'll stick by my decision.

char kept discouraging me from going to study.
its so disturbing, talk to him for awhile,
he showed me his portfolio, his certificates, his testimonials,
and yet he discourage me from studying.

maybe mom is right,
maybe not.

my mind is set,
maybe not.

累了一天回家没人等门
有灯坏了房间显得冰冷肚子好饿想要吃碗泡面
热水瓶里开水一没不剩
这里少了你的笑和眼神
好像什么都蒙上了灰尘
原来我才是最依赖的人
我需要你比你需要我深
谢谢你的照顾你的体贴
给我一个美好的世界
我把幸福看得太简单了点
你有多用心我却没有发觉
谢谢你的照顾
你的离开
让我对爱有更多了解
现在才说也许太晚了一点
失去过的人会更珍惜一点

i'm feeling so vexed now...
i don't know whats going on.
been thinking alot...lots of shit in my mind.
on one hand i'm glad that finally i'm moving out...
on the other hand i'm already so used to this place.
so much had happened in this room. So sweet yet so bitter yet so sour...

i just can't get the shit out of my mind.
so many things i wanna pour out. but where to?
no one i can talk to.
i hate people whom tell everybody about my private life.
and it just goes one big round and comes back to me. WTH!

life is so boring if not for wen.
sorry that i upset you.
i just can't help it, i'm in such foul mood.

Tomorrow or rather in another couple of hours i gotta finish packing everything.
Been digging out so many things, and obviously it hurts.
every piece of "rubbish" that i clear out have a story of its own.
thou some goes into the garbage bag, some goes into my boxes..
every piece reminds me of something. be it sweet, bitter or sour.

"Nothing is confirmed until it happen" h@o™'s quote

something had happened and no matter whether u regret it or not, it already happened.
so whats the point? regret or not doesn't matter anymore. Because it happened.

回不去 了

end of this month, uncle bok, chef tat and auntie lucy retiring.

in apx 12 hours time, i'm going sunrice to enquire about the course i'm planning to study.

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