Had a great weekend so far...
Played soccer yesterday morning till i got sun-burned and went to work in the noon with my skin feeling so hot, so pain...luckily though that yesterday wasn't that busy...
Was kept occupied by all those aunties and uncles in the kitchen...
Everyone contributed their fair share of lame jokes which consist of mostly "Rated" ones...
Haha...Woke up early afternoon today feeling so hungry~!
Went to the market and ordered a quarter of a chicken plus a drumstick with 2 plates of rice.
Woo hoo...so full! Shiok shiok! So expensive also =x
Then as usual, i indulge in my "fav" pastime, sat there drink coffee read newpaper...
Time to go out...going to catch 'A battle of wits' followed later by Man Utd vs Chelski!
5-0 to utd! =x

Anyway past few days keep bumping into familiar faces...
It all started when i went out with Wen then bump into Kang & Wincy,
then after was D and Cheryl,
then couple of mins later saw Shawn and PY...all at heeren.
OMG! Then was having dinner at pasta mania and saw Zhi Xiong from my BMT days,
after which saw Yi Chong which i haven't seen him in a long long time.
Wow~!

Been seriously lacking of sleep for the past week but no matter how tired i am...
I still ... hmm... all i can say is you are simply irresistible... Thanks!

Anyway with regards to my buddy's doubt in me...
"If you haven't let go why get yourself involved?"
All I want to say is...
If you have to let go of the past in order to embrace the future,
then I think everyone with the right emotional state
should wait till they get Alzheimers before they can move on in life,
reason is simple,
I don't believe in forgetting someone who have been through a period in your life,
esp someone that close to you.
If i can still remember my Pri Sch playmates then am i never going to make new friends ever?
Something to think about...
Though time heal everything, but will you ever have enough time on your side?
Life is short euu know?
=)

I just went thru ban's blog and all i can say is you don't try, you will never know.
One sided or both ways? You have to ask. I've asked and got my answer.
Priority? So first thing first. First Study. Second Career. Third?
When will you have time to fully concentrate once you start working?
Career will never be a part time, once you are in it, you are in it...
So you intend to get married to your job?
You'll never get your answer by spectaculating and thinking and discussing with your friends.
They gave opinions, they gave stories of past failures, they don't give you your future.
So what it might work , so what it might not work?
You try, you know; you have no regrets.
You don't try, you don't know; you keep thinking about the past.

Haha this is the penguin i'm talking about.
Yesterday was my first noon shift and i guess if i do more noon shift i'll grow real fat.
Keep eating and eating and eating.
I conquered
1 minced meat kway teow
1 bottle of chrysanthemum
2 chicken pie
2 latte
1 pancake with peanut fillings
1 goreng pisang
1 coke
1 mee goreng
1 sauteed beef with ginger and onion
and plus the food tasting of the so many dishes that i dish out... Zzz (-.-)"

Didn't sleep well last night, turn and toss till like 4am.
Woke up at 9am and couldn't get back to sleep.
Don't know is it excitment or worry or just plain silly.
Whatever it is...

Gonna get ready for work after a morning sweating out whatever i dump into me last night...
Wonder whats there to eat today at work?
Hahaha...

Tomorrow will be my first noon shift... Finally can sleep till late morning.
Guess i really need to spend more time with my bed...
Nose and throat so dry, drank so much water everyday but still feel so uncomfortable.
Today spend some time in the kitchen during lunch break making "penguin" lol but looks a bit like a fat chick... Zzz... Anyway inject a bit of laughter into the kitchen when i show chef Bok and Steve my "penguin"... And they made fun of me all afternoon.
After which i tried to carve flower out of carrot and almost got myself cut and the final product look like shit...Think i really flunk my arts... Never mind i shall carve one everyday till i get it right.

Sometime i wish i can read whats on your mind.

Today i woke up at 7am. Late for work for the second time in 3 months...
When i went into the kitchen at 7.40, to my surprise, nobody rush me and Gi still gave me a bowl of fried beehoon...OMG~!
So i had to work till 4pm to cover back that lost hour and Willie taught me how to carve flower out of carrot...did a shitty job though...
Went with Dad, Mom and Sis to see house then as usual...
All gimme AP don't know for what f***.
Dad complain about feng shui,
Mom complain about Dad,
Sis complain about why is it taking so long cause she wanna go out with friends...
I? I told dad to leave Feng Shui to the geomancer,
told mom to ignore dad and listen to the geomancer,
told sis i'll send her to meet her friends.
ZZZzzz forever full of attitude problems...
And i'm always on the recieving end.

Nevermind about that i had a pretty good nap from 7 till 10 so not a bad day afterall... :)
Okay time to fetch mom and supper time!

Was supposed to be helping mom now but as usual, she got herself another helper and just want me to be there to "re-assure" the situation...
Forever only care about herself... sigh...
Though i'm used to it, though i'm mentally prepared...but... sigh...
But what to do...she's my mom.
Find myself doing nothing much cause not really busy so i make my way home.

I don't know what came into me lately that makes me so indecisive.
I don't even trust my own words so how do i convince euu to? lol...
Its so weird when your mind and heart speaks different language.
I hate to admit but even i doubt myself,
if i don't trust myself, how do i convince ANYONE to?
I can't even find the right words to put into a proper sentence,
how do i... what do i... have to do to convey my thought to her...?

Basically the root of the problem is simple...but maybe i really think too much! TOO MUCH!

Time waits for no man.
Chances hardly came by twice.
But if u ain't prepared; what do u do?
Go? No go?

Lol, 22 years only and there's already so many regrets,
so many missed chances,
so many wrong decisions...
How to reduce to the smallest possible degree of heartache?
How many more yet to come?

Anyway today was totally amazing...
early morning Riz praise me for the curry veg,
then one ang moh lady praise me for good memory,
then one indian uncle praise me for the omelette,
then two thai girls wanna check me out,
then one little boy called me uncle 5 times!
boy : "Uncle i want omelette" -.-
boy: "Uncle i want ketchup" -.-'
boy: "Uncle i want spoon" -.-"
boy: "Uncle i want another omelette" -.-~!!!
boy: "Uncle i want golden juice" -.-?!?!
uncle: "HUH?"
boy: "eerrhh...apple juice"
uncle: "oookie.. i get it..."

Then minutes later his elder sis came and
"Uncle uncle, i want an omelette like my brother's but can u put the ketchup inside?"

(-___-)~!!! What a morning~!